Angry! :(

I hoping that by writing this down I'll be able to forgive and stop beating myself up. Kevin came to meet me last minute for dinner tonight.. so I didn't really have time to heat up the meal I brought.. so I decided to grab pizza. I don't know why.. but I purchased 2 slices. I got a "to go" box and put the second slice in. I thought I would just toss the pizza at the end of the night. Well... apparently I was famished (*rolling my eyes*) at the end of my shift, so I decided to eat the pizza. I recall thinking to myself "WTF are you doing? just chuck it!") - but I proceeded to eat the entire thing.

Fucking 22 points of my weekly points is GONE to that pizza. I am so upset and angry with myself right now. I feel so incredibly guilty - I really wanted to have a good week so I could be on the track to getting to my goal weight. I seriously considered purging to get rid of the last slice of pizza. Ridiculous, I know! (I didn't.. but I am still furious with myself.)

I am going to go to bed, hopefully wake up not so upset and hit the gym HARD tomorrow. I'm going to have to be incredibly hard on myself all week. And we have a damn BBQ to go to on Monday. Le Sigh. :(

Night.